How the Devil came to destroy what the Lord Wanted Me to Do, and the Purpose Jesus had given.
I’m a singer-songwriter and producer who loves Jesus. At one time, I did not know the Savior of the world. I was lost, lonely, and desperate to understand how I could have a real, meaningful life. To have a life where I received what I was laboring so hard to have – a happy marriage with Leo and our children. I was also trying to fulfill a dream I had held in my heart since a small child – to be a singer. I was working hard as a singer-songwriter and performer. But under considerable difficulties.
I married Leo because we loved each other. I thought our love would outlast everything. But he had become consumed with his work and often called to travel and spend considerable time away from the children and me. It left me trying to be the best I could – the best mother, the considerate and loving wife, and striving for a music career.
A love for singing and my dreams fading
After longing to sing for many years, I finally had my opportunity late in life. But I couldn’t fulfill my dream, exhausted from trying to juggle this marriage with Leo and performing. I had just finished producing my first album. But after its release, I cried out alone one night, exhausted after a long day, and decided I couldn’t keep doing this anymore. I was breaking; in my heart from the sorrow in my marriage of being left alone so often and physically from the exhaustion it brought me. I couldn’t keep going like this and decided I would let my music career go.
We have an enemy of our soul
I had one last show and commitment. That’s where I met a man that led me to become demon-possessed. This person became my music manager. He then tricked me through hypnosis and witchcraft and made me believe he cared for me like a father.
But it was through this experience of this evil man —the Devil’s attempts to stop me from finding the meaning of life that I found it. Jesus broke the spells set against me. Jesus Christ redeemed my life and career – or, should I say, my purpose. I did not die, but I have found life and living out my purpose! I am the Lord’s singer-songwriter and producer. I tell of the great and mighty things Jesus has done that overcame the Devil and his tricks and schemes.
The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.JOHN 10:10
In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind.JOHN 1:4